It is late at night on friday. i'm going to sleep now... days pass so fast. and, i realise that the heart really is very deceitful. our feelings for people can change so quickly, especially feelings of the heart. which is why, it's probably wise to hold off expressing our feelings, rather than expressing our feelings. what do you gain by expressing your feelings? only a self centered desire that the other person will reciprocate it back. sometimes i wonder, maybe the best time to tell someone you adore them is when you are ready to marry them. cos we all know how fleeting our mind is, how deceitful our heart is. only the covenant that is marriage will hold us thru to a relationship with someone. romantic feelings will die that is quite a guaranteed. everyone knows that(or do they), but most people still foolishly chase the thrill of romance, and when it dies, idiotically say that the spark is gone and they don't feel the love anymore. they feel bored. i think the true beauty of marriage, is staying with the person even after the romantic feelings are gone, loving the person regardless, but purely devoting oneself to that person, in love. marriage is complex, i talk about it as if i know a lot about it, but i don't. haha ok clearly it's too late at night.. good night.