since i'm pretty bored now. i figured why don't i write sth here. i'm lying down on my bed now. my hips and knees are flexed and the macbook is on my lap, my head is straining up to look at the screen. my nose was runny today so i wanted to have a nap and then wake up and maybe read sth but then i couldn't really go to sleep. so i turned on my mac.

so i'm sort of in a pensive mood now. i dun even know if that's the correct word but like, imagine this i'm in my room, it's all dark, i'm lying down here feeling bored and thinking of things, so like ya, pensive mood? haha. 

ok i just took quite a long while to think of what to write. ok why don't i just update everyone what i'm doing now. so i've finished my obstetrics and gynaecology posting. i'm doing diagnostic radiology which ends tmr. then i'm starting paediatrics(children medicine) on monday. so paeds is my last major posting this year. it lasts for 8 weeks. 

the things that are my priority now are cultivating a deeper more personal walk with God. reading more christian books, reading the bible, listening to sermons. studies should occupy a large part of my time but unfortunately i find it hard to sit down and study at home, unless of course there's a test looming around the corner and the stress that comes with it. soccer is one of my interests now and i spend a bit of time on that. saturdays and maybe sundays. socialising has been largely reduced, for a few reasons. 1, i'm lazy to ask people out, 2, don't really feel like asking anyone out, 3, don't really feel like going out. 4, don't really see much point in meeting anyone in particular now. hahaha. i guess i've become a little antisocial but well i've always been a bit antisocial i guess, though many would disagree. 

i wished i could improve my guitar skills but ya i haven't really sat down and practised. 

i have to start running once a week or more, cos i'm gonna run standard chartered marathon..

i would also like to spend more time with my mom and dad. 

i wished i could learn a new language.

at the end of the day, my efforts are still rather widespread. life must be focused right. i read that from growing deep in God by edmund chan. he says we should list out what are the things that are impt to us, and simplify our life. i think for me now it would be growing deep in God, helping others to grow deep in God, sports, studies.

ok this is an abrupt end. haha.