i got a random and lame and crappy post here:

just now on the way home from suntec city to my house, i got my sister to drive cos i wanted to slack.. then she was driving quite fast and at some parts just a lil' scary.. and i was trying to sleep.. but then couldn't really cos it's like you dont' really have this peace of mind in your heart.. as in i was quite sure she wouldn't get into an accident but sometimes when i open my eyes it's like whaa so close, quite dangerous, quite fast etc etc.. like you know when your parents drive the car. the prospect that an accident might occur is almost like unimaginable. when i was young, until now, i've never experienced a car accident while my parents were driving the car.

so that made me realise something.. a good driver makes the people in the car have complete peace of mind. the prospect of a car accident would not even exist for them while in your car.. haha you feel like that when your parents are driving to malaysia right. you can just sleep in the car.. or kick back and relax..

my platoon commander in Basic Military Training told me this : i see army as a training for me to become a man that can be responsible and reliable for my family, kinda like how children rely on their parents and trust them quite completely. like how when your dad drives the car to malaysia, you can just sleep in the car, put complete trust in him, and just let him lead the wayy..
guess i wanna be like that and not a driver that makes people's heart skip several beats while they're in my car..