yesterday night i went for the 21st birthday of my good friend joel louis. and he drank 2 waterfalls and got really high and started talking rubbish, things from the bottom of his heart. strangely, it really strucked a chord in me.. though his whole speech was tattered with profanities, constant smoking of cigarette and brash rudeness, i could sense the love he had towards his close friends. i know it sounds really weird, but it's true i could feel the strong love he had towards his good friends. perhaps he'll only express it when he's drunk, but man it's some serious bond he got with his good friends. i know the pharisees will be standing there saying their kind of love is the worldly type of love, like it's not the love in 1 corinthians 13. their love is not patient it's not kind etc etc....... but i think sometimes they put us christians to shame.. and it makes me sian diao.. that because if they don't know God, they will be separated from him forever. like when the worst gangster in the world throws himself in front of his friend to take the bullet, you think of that love he has for his brother, and i wonder whether God recognises that love.. it's true love what.. isn't it...